Nataya.

I was being sincere in the last podcast.. I was not joking by any means. I know that this is not a game.

When you’ve taken several L’s in your life... should you continue to push through or ride in the back seat and let someone else drive? If you let someone else drive what good is that serving you... your soul even. It’s a game of chance in how we process the things that make us who we are, but we have to choose ourselves. Whether your a winner or a loser like me—we ultimately have to keep going.

Finally... doing what I always wanted to. I swear courage is the only way to defeat your lower demon.

Being 23 is definitely something that I am not cut out for; but there is light at the end of the tunnel. We all have our moments of doubt and grieve but we can be the person we want to be just by ‘being ‘ it.

The world as we know it has become shall I say a bit haywire and we all need some type of r and r so for me it is the cemetery. Which is a place where I can always be reminded where everyone will end up and the things that we think that matter really don’t. So let’s try to focus on the things that do; for me death is the ultimate equalizer.

Living on this earth plane is hard...feeling trapped and feeling like your hanging upside down can have its toll on you, but there is a solution to cope. Find the light...capture it...and be it.

Due to 2020's reckless behavior...all of us have been bamboozled by the perception of the time were in because of fear. Please keep an optimistic mind at this time...it is very hard I know, I am going through this as well...but we have to be steady in order see this through. There is light at the end.

No mistakes with no regrets...look forward...and live man!

...finishing the pod.