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Welcome to an ongoing series entitled Haunt Manual that is both an audiocast and column on wethehallowed.org, with the full chapter on substack. In this fluid, multi-media grimoire I will document my ongoing praxis to commune with my contradictory ghost, to rediscover and reveal the tenets of our anarchic collective We The Hallowed, and discuss all artistic and magickal practices involved. The music beneath is an improvised audiomancy liminalstream I will be conjuring for each installment, you can view it in full at youtube.com/c/pragmagick
I am haunted.
I find myself in a static stasis, reverberating in place. Like the Tower Card, it’s as if I’m always exploding foundations and rebuilding in a constant loop. I often compare myself to the Dharma Bum, a beat-ific idea of anarchic freedom, snickering at the rubble and ash beneath, never tied to what came before. But the thing is, I am haunted. I am haunted by extremes – whether it‘s being an aloof instigator of a creative community, or a dogma-less routine-driven magician. I have never given proper communion to this ghost, this tether to all things pragmatic and artistic, this innate contradiction within all that I do.
I would balk and run from memory, and find myself arrested as to where and how to move forward with nothing truly gained. In hindsight, it’s an old tale about doomed repetition. But I know this ghost simply yearns to be both, or something different altogether. How do I commune with this specter of self? How do I find the “third mind” of energetic revelation between the opposites I find myself forever wrestling. How do I, as a spontaneous creative, become a stable magician? Is it possible?
The past few months I caught a whiff of being in front of the oncoming Tower. I can see the revolutions of self before me, whether it be behaviors and actions, or environmental interactions. Where will I be next year? Will anything be resolved? Will I continue to churn and burn through habitual sabotage and struggle? Perhaps it is time to finally consort the elements that birthed my contradictory ghost.
My habitual process during these times of existential stress finds myself lamenting on all that I need to rid or exorcise. I find myself hitting black mesas and shallow plateaus looking and looking outward, and I get disgruntled and bungled even more so. But I aim to go about this differently this time: I need to remember and invoke/evoke why I’ve created servitors such as Dakota Slim, Pragmagick, and We The Hallowed. It is time to investigate the inspirations and machinations that have brought me my muse. And it has occurred to me that this same ghost, the one howling underneath, has been both my poison and antidote all along…
I want to give a big thanks to Eric J. Millar and Michelle Embree for their input concerning this piece. And of course, all the amazing patrons that have stayed with me as I swayed these past couple of months. Thank you Brittany Brown, Bibi, CW Chanter, Jonicide, Jilly Beans, Michelle Embree, Corrie Anne, Spooky, Derek Hunter, Dr. Vanessa Sinclair, Carl Abrahammson, Tony Davis, Vanessa Kindell and Arnemancy for your ongoing support.
I have almost weekly patreon livestreams that act as sort of a magickal and mental health be-in for friends and patrons, as well as unreleased music, documenting my Taos plans with cohort Logan Ford, Haunt Manual drafts, watch parties, the WtH discord and plenty of musings. I am far more prolific there, and you can join for just one bone at patreon.com/pragmagick
https://www.sentierodeitarocchi.it/la-torre/?lang=en
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/412732.The_Dharma_Bums
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/830060.The_Third_Mind
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0058953/
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0059260/
https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0137046/
https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0137046/
https://dakotaslim.wordpress.com/releases/
https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000417/
http://www.crispinglover.com/books.htm
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/67880.The_Outsider
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kazimir_Malevich
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suprematism
Episode “The Third Mind” with Dr. Vanessa Sinclair: https://wethehallowed.org/pragmagick-24/
https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/2078/jewish/The-Secret-of-the-Number-Three.htm
http://pastelegram.org/e/126
https://wethehallowed.org/divergent-magick-01/
https://flutuante.wordpress.com/2009/08/01/pharmakon-the-cure-or-the-poison/
Jacque Derrida’s “Dissemination” (1972) in .pdf format:
http://xenopraxis.net/readings/derrida_dissemination.pdf
https://www.theweek.co.uk/104076/what-is-hauntology
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/56450.Trickster_Makes_This_World
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/dark-triad
Welcome to an ongoing series entitled Haunt Manual that is both an audiocast and column on wethehallowed.org, with the full chapter on substack. In this fluid, multi-media grimoire I will document my ongoing praxis to commune with my contradictory ghost, to rediscover and reveal the tenets of our anarchic collective We The Hallowed, and discuss all artistic and magickal practices involved. The music beneath is an improvised audiomancy liminalstream I will be conjuring for each installment, you can view it in full at youtube.com/c/pragmagick
I am haunted.
I find myself in a static stasis, reverberating in place. Like the Tower Card, it’s as if I’m always exploding foundations and rebuilding in a constant loop. I often compare myself to the Dharma Bum, a beat-ific idea of anarchic freedom, snickering at the rubble and ash beneath, never tied to what came before. But the thing is, I am haunted. I am haunted by extremes – whether it‘s being an aloof instigator of a creative community, or a dogma-less routine-driven magician. I have never given proper communion to this ghost, this tether to all things pragmatic and artistic, this innate contradiction within all that I do.
I would balk and run from memory, and find myself arrested as to where and how to move forward with nothing truly gained. In hindsight, it’s an old tale about doomed repetition. But I know this ghost simply yearns to be both, or something different altogether. How do I commune with this specter of self? How do I find the “third mind” of energetic revelation between the opposites I find myself forever wrestling. How do I, as a spontaneous creative, become a stable magician? Is it possible?
The past few months I caught a whiff of being in front of the oncoming Tower. I can see the revolutions of self before me, whether it be behaviors and actions, or environmental interactions. Where will I be next year? Will anything be resolved? Will I continue to churn and burn through habitual sabotage and struggle? Perhaps it is time to finally consort the elements that birthed my contradictory ghost.
My habitual process during these times of existential stress finds myself lamenting on all that I need to rid or exorcise. I find myself hitting black mesas and shallow plateaus looking and looking outward, and I get disgruntled and bungled even more so. But I aim to go about this differently this time: I need to remember and invoke/evoke why I’ve created servitors such as Dakota Slim, Pragmagick, and We The Hallowed. It is time to investigate the inspirations and machinations that have brought me my muse. And it has occurred to me that this same ghost, the one howling underneath, has been both my poison and antidote all along…
I want to give a big thanks to Eric J. Millar and Michelle Embree for their input concerning this piece. And of course, all the amazing patrons that have stayed with me as I swayed these past couple of months. Thank you Brittany Brown, Bibi, CW Chanter, Jonicide, Jilly Beans, Michelle Embree, Corrie Anne, Spooky, Derek Hunter, Dr. Vanessa Sinclair, Carl Abrahammson, Tony Davis, Vanessa Kindell and Arnemancy for your ongoing support.
I have almost weekly patreon livestreams that act as sort of a magickal and mental health be-in for friends and patrons, as well as unreleased music, documenting my Taos plans with cohort Logan Ford, Haunt Manual drafts, watch parties, the WtH discord and plenty of musings. I am far more prolific there, and you can join for just one bone at patreon.com/pragmagick
https://www.sentierodeitarocchi.it/la-torre/?lang=en
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/412732.The_Dharma_Bums
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/830060.The_Third_Mind
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0058953/
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0059260/
https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0137046/
https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0137046/
https://dakotaslim.wordpress.com/releases/
https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000417/
http://www.crispinglover.com/books.htm
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/67880.The_Outsider
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kazimir_Malevich
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suprematism
Episode “The Third Mind” with Dr. Vanessa Sinclair: https://wethehallowed.org/pragmagick-24/
https://www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/2078/jewish/The-Secret-of-the-Number-Three.htm
http://pastelegram.org/e/126
https://wethehallowed.org/divergent-magick-01/
https://flutuante.wordpress.com/2009/08/01/pharmakon-the-cure-or-the-poison/
Jacque Derrida’s “Dissemination” (1972) in .pdf format:
http://xenopraxis.net/readings/derrida_dissemination.pdf
https://www.theweek.co.uk/104076/what-is-hauntology
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/56450.Trickster_Makes_This_World
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/dark-triad