I went to Restore and when my husband gave me a full disclosure, I realized I wasn’t crazy! After my husband of 30yrs betrayed me, I am struggling to love him; how do I get that love back? I’m 64yo and have always lived in fear; how can I do what God wants me to do if I’m afraid? I stepped out on my husband of 20yrs, and he has filed for divorce. Everything is geared for men who are betrayers, not women, and that makes me feel more shameful.