I feel like the Lord is calling me to pursue ministry or try to be a Christian counselor; can you point me in the right direction? My drug-addicted wife had an affair and left me 5yrs ago, and I am struggling to forgive her. Why am I angry with God over this? Comment: I wanted revenge with my wife after I caught her cheating, but I chose to forgive her. I’ve been married for 38yrs, feel like I’m never heard by my wife, and now I am at a boiling point.