My soulmate and I divorced 3yrs ago; will God give me another soulmate or did I miss it? Is procrastination the result of my drinking and drugging? Or is it from my childhood trauma? My separated husband is now in recovery for drinking; did I make the right decision to file for divorce? I left my Amish background and attended a denominational church–how do we know that the Bible is the inspired Word of God and not just a history book?