I have had so many mixed emotions while watching the Nikolas Cruz trial unfold. I constantly have to push back against my pride, because like many others I want "justice" for the victims, but I often forget that justice is not mine to serve. We must lay down our hurts at God's feet at trust that he is sovereign over the pain and suffering that this individual caused. I invite you to listen with an open mind and put yourself in the juror's shoes as you think about how you would vote on another's life.