But now I see better. I don’t know if it’s 30 or it was just time I saw better, what I do know for sure is that as I approach 30, hindsight has me seeing all of Gods fingerprints in the moments that felt like a crushing, when things looked like a mess, when nothing made sense . And now that I’m almost 30, I find myself grateful to Him who has kept me, raised me, protected me, taught me, held my hand. What a good good Father and the wisest potter to ever mould this clay that is me.