Big 30 didn't I say I would not make a big deal out of this again till 50 or some shit oh well. Anyway its the usually random tangent-ing. We did however very likely stumble upon a self realization so that was cool. Plus look I know I'm actually giving u some information about what the podcast is about in the description crazy right. (post edit)(if u ppl could see the amount of red  words I have to go back & fix due to quick fingers & ignorance you would appreciate these so much more. I bet you would really enjoy it if I did a quick re-read of these before sending them off.