Older
Women: Part 1
in praise of the older woman, well two actually. A 3-part series.
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My Virginity Therapist.
that my schooling was exceptional, over and above some reasonable exam results
I did Okay and wasn't in too much shit with either teachers or other pupils. I
had a couple of girlfriends, none of which went past the making out in the park
college, on the basis of those results I got a good job in Engineering which
would sponsor me through University and after a few years was looking for the
right girl, or at least the wrong girl in the right place.
wrong, I was no stud but I'd had a fantastic introduction to sex. Like all the
best porn films I'd been led astray by an older woman. During my second year at
University I couldn't get a place in the halls of residence and hadn't been
able to get cheap rooms on campus and had to go out and rent a room. I was put
on to a family member that lived on the outskirts of town, some way off from my
University but my landlady worked in town and would drop me off as often as
Amy was in late forties, extremely attractive, positive and vivacious and was
nursing her husband Tom who was in the last stages of Parkinson's. Her husband
was ten or more years older than her, and had been a high level non-medical
manager in the health service who'd gradually succumbed to his illness. I'd met
them a couple of times at family parties and weddings and the like but didn't
was a 'work-hard play hard' type of guy that 'lived life in top gear' or at
least gave that impression and liked to show off about his latest golf club,
new running shoes and male menopause car, and my Dad confessed that he'd never
liked him that much and he'd always seemed a bit 'up himself considering he was
just a pushy clerk' but we were all saddened to learn of his illness.
medics and knowing that his prognosis for Parkinson's was not good, when he
reached a certain point in his condition he'd requested that he could stop
eating and drinking, . While his doctors had said that he probably had a couple
of years of 'quite reasonable' health he wanted none of it and could not, would
not be 'a healthy brain trapped in a twitching, twisted, helpless, dribbling,
doubly incontinent body slowly shutting down'.
a wildly twitching head and hand he searched the internet on his laptop
computer and impressed with what he found, he concentrated as hard as he could
to read what was on the screen. It was simple, he decided he would decline food
for his favorite meal that he could still manage and she went to their regular
Indian restaurant and remembering him and his sad decline they cooked him a
special chicken biryani along with all of his favorite sides.
him up in his bed and gave him his tablets, and he took them with his beer.
They laughed and joked and he reminded her of their life together. She shed a
few tears and he said that with her support, this was to be his final meal and
his final drink, and that by his best guess his life should end in a week to
watched her wonderful, bright, active husband become this bed-bound twitching
wreck had broken her heart and she wasn't sure that she could watch him
undertake this final journey and said so.
slipped down his face and that was enough. When the nurse came to help with his
bed time routine he announced his decision. The nurse said that she would have
to tell the doctor, but they helped him upstairs and into his own bed where
he'd asked that he could spend his final days. His doctor called around the
next morning and he knew his patient well; after some pointless discussion he
agreed and contacted his staff to that effect.
that; when the dehydration began to cause him pain, the district nurses put him
on to morphine and after 15 long days he finally slipped away.
ten days after his death and a week before his funeral. Amy was a first or
second cousin of my Mum - extended family - and much as my Mum had said that I
should give everyone time to get over the death and not move in until after,
perhaps sleep on a mate's floor or a local B&B. Amy said that I was most
welcome and would help to take everyone's minds off of the next few days so I
curvy and sexy but amazingly sad. I made myself as useful as I could, loading
the washing machine, packing the dishwasher, vacuuming etc. I made tea and
coffee and tried to help seeing as both of her children were due back from
University for their father's funeral, both Tom and Amy had insisted that they
should continue studying.
home the night before and I offered to move out of the spare room to give
everyone time to grieve, but none of them would have it. On the day of the
funeral I got up at six and threw myself into whatever needed doing, including
making breakfast toast, gallons of tea and coffee, greeting the caterers, the
funeral directors, mourners and generally making myself indispensable. Being
close but not too close the funeral director kind of used me as the sensible
family member that could be relied on not to break down in tears.
a treasure Terry," Amy said on that and so many other occasions.
was one of those 'celebrations of life' and I saw many of my relatives,
including my Mum and Dad attending the crematorium and listening to the funnies
that Tom's brother Hugh told of his older brother. It was upbeat, sweet but
dreadful to the point of cringingly painful and Hugh was trying just too hard.
It made the final closing of the curtain all the worse and Amy, the two grown
up children, Tom's widowed mother and even comedian Hugh lost it as they slid
large wake afterwards in a local pub, and being the only sober one, I drove my
landlady and her two children home, all three the worse for the booze they'd
put away on that happy, awful day.
children went back to their universities and life carried on; never for one
moment was there a suggestion anything at all 'naughty', sorry. We never passed
on the upstairs landing with her in a filmy, flimsy see-through negligee, I
never saw her in her underwear in the kitchen, had my own bathroom so there was
none of that bumping into each other in the mornings.
had phone calls from both of her children and seemed very upset one evening
during my third month there. It turned out it was his birthday and then a few
days after, her silver wedding anniversary and she was of course very upset. I was
supportive and despite homework just stayed with her the whole evening.
after ten she said I should go to bed, as I had to be up early and I kissed her
hand and left. I woke up at about one o'clock to Amy getting into bed with me.
I just want; need to hold your hand Terry," she stumbled in her tears,
"can I sleep in your bed tonight?"
course," I said, throwing my duvet back and seeing her in her cotton Pejays.
Fortunately for me I was wearing boxer shorts, something I always did when not
at home, and she slid into my double bed. We lay together in silence and we
reached out for each-others hands, she giving mine a gentle squeeze and a
whispered 'thanks Terry.'
six to find the duvet pushed off of her and Amy lying with one arm across my
bare chest, and in the pale early light coming through a gap in the curtain I
could see one of her boobs down the gap of her Pejay top. Similarly, the
stretchy trousers had slid down just enough for me to be able to see the rise
or her bottom and the beginning of her buttock cleft.
tutorial that day, so was in no rush to get up. Unfortunately that didn't apply
to my cock and I could feel it straining against my shorts. I desperately hoped
I could get out of bed without her seeing. My bedroom was quite small and my
bed pushed against the wall so technically I would need to climb over her if I
my eyes and hoped that I could drift off to sleep and that she'd get up before
me. I did sleep for a while stirring when Amy woke up and but obviously not
enough to fully realize where she was.
slid down my chest, over my stomach and stopping just above the waistband of my
shorts, and touching the top of my erection.
she said sleepily and with some contentment. She stroked her hand along the
length of my rock hard cock making it even harder!
hand whipped away from my groin as she obviously realized where she was and who
she was with. I thought she'd get up and leave, but instead she must have been
doing what I'd done a few minutes before and was ogling my body and cock as it
strained against the elastic of my boxers.
to it, and after it was obvious I wasn't going to get a repeat performance I 'woke
up' and she grinned at me,
Terry," she said pecking me on the cheek, "I slept like a log; I'll
go and get some tea." She got up, pulling up her trousers, the shape of
her lovely buttocks momentarily clear through the thin worn cotton; she did have
a lovely bum, no two ways about it.
recreated the next night only this time she came in with two mugs of tea, and
asked if she could hold my hand again. The Pejays from the night before had
changed to a loose vest top over an unrestricted bosom, and clingy shorts and I
appreciated the change. She leaned forward to put down the two tea cups and I
could see straight down her top at her still full breasts and they looked
and chatted easily about Uni and what I wanted to do afterwards, and then she
talked about her hopes for her children and the future. Eventually, she turned
out the light and we lay back just holding hands. I was dead nervous.
twenty year old virgins of my age I was a prolific masturbator and fantasist,
but here I was terrified. In the shower that morning I'd pulled myself off just
thinking about her stroking my cock for that brief moment and her wonderful
arse I'd all but seen, and my orgasm was almost painful, spitting my youthful
semen against the glass wall of the shower stall.
than twice my age, gorgeous, and a distant relative and I lay there holding her
hand and trying not to get an erection, which was of course precisely what
managed to drift off to sleep, but came round at about two to find that I had
rolled to one side and that Amy had backed up into me so we were spooning, and
somehow my right arm was now across her waist and she was holding it to her
flat stomach - under her T-shirt - with my thumb just brushing the underside of
to extend my thumb to touch her breasts; just once, just so I could kid myself
that I'd touched real ones which would then inform my masturbation fantasies.
Of course my cock swelled just at this thought and the beautiful half naked
woman I was holding on to. I tried to get back to sleep, and thought getting my
hand back and rolling to the other side, because I'd moved so far away from her
I didn't have room, so I was pretty much stuck; what's worse my throbbing cock
was bound to touch her at some stage if I stayed as I was.
worse, she must have felt me move, or tense up or something because she sighed
and moved back into the space I'd just made and rubbed her bottom against my erection
and I could feel her wriggle until it was pushed between her buttocks; she gave
a slightly stronger sigh, the tiniest wiggle, before taking my hand and pulling
it up to lay on soft warm breast. To make matters worse she squeezed my hand
with hers and I kneaded soft tit flesh for the first time. As I felt her nipple
extend into my palm it was all I could do not to come in my pants there and
while later and my right arm was under me and starting to suffer pins and
needles. I tried to get it out from under me, but I was feeling brave seeing as
my other arm was still holding her breast. I managed to slide it out from under
me, and in a strange wriggly maneuver I slid it up and under my pillow and her
pillow, so it ran across her shoulder. Inspired by my own bravery I laid it
across her and, more by luck than judgement, it went under her vest top and
straight on to her other breast. I squeezed both and pulled her tight to me,
and this elicited a further sigh and the addition of her other hand over my
other hand, and further push against my now rock hard cock with her bottom. I
fell back to sleep almost immediately not thinking how we'd explain this in the
morning came we were still snuggled up really closely and I was still holding
her bare breasts under her T-shirt and she still had one arm across both my
hands, with the other reaching back pushed through the waistband of my boxers
and on to my thigh. Yes, my erection was pushing between her buttocks.
obvious she was awake, and it took no time for her to push my hands against her
boobs and gently stroke my thigh, her nipples hard again. She turned her still
sleepy face back to me and smiled.
you again Terry," she again pushed my hands against her bare tits, "I
slept like a log again," she rubbed her arse against my cock, "and it
seems like you've woken up with one!" she giggled. She rolled over and I
disentangled my hands from her boobs and vest top. She took my hand and rested
it on her still bare midriff, and looked into my face. "I can't thank you
enough Terry," she said dropping her eyes, "I don't think I've
'slept' properly in about five or six months. With Tom's last few months, he
could only sleep in a hospital bed downstairs, then he insisted he wanted to go
up to our room to die, and seeing as he was staff they let him." She
choked up a bit and looked back at my face, "I actually tell people that I
lost Tom about six months ago, as that was when he stopped being 'him';"
she dropped her eyes, shook her head a bit and looked back at me again.
"It was so lovely to actually be held by someone again, thank you
Terry." She kissed my cheek tenderly and rested her forehead against mine.
She rolled over and got up, her arse looked wonderful. "My turn for the tea
and breakfast again Terry, what time do you have to be in college?"
time," I said pulling the duvet back over my erection. I'm sure she
you jump in the shower Darling, and I'll do breakfast." In the shower I
lasted about half a dozen strokes before I shot my come against the glass wall.
very relaxed breakfast of marmalade toast and tea, and I took her up on her
offer of a lift to college even though I wasn't due in for nearly two hours. I
sat in the refectory nursing a coffee and thinking about the last night. She
was hot, sexy but as they say in the movies, 'just not that in to me'. I
finished my coffee and headed off for my lecture.
probably never happen again, and what the fuck if I did get a stiffy, she'd
spent most of the previous evening rubbing herself against it already. I got a
several handfuls of boob into bargain.
Friday night and I got home to find that she had prepared a really nice meal,
had taken the afternoon off to shop and prepare it in fact.
and shower and change Terry," she said, "I've prepared us something
nice to celebrate the weekend." She was wearing a stretchy floral dress
that clung to every wonderful feminine curve and looked so fucking hot it was
unbelievable. I showered, and put on the smartest clothes I had. I was a
student and not that well supplied with them after all. I went with my black 5
O 1's and a blue denim shirt that I buttoned up under a matching tie. I added a
splash of aftershave. As I came into the room I noticed she had turned off the
main lights going instead with candles.
at you," she said, "all dressed up," I could see some red in her
cheeks and she turned her back on me.
I could do Amy," I replied, "have to apologize that I don't even come
close to your sexy outfit;" I put my hand over my mouth; shit, I used the
S word and that was the one thing we were both trying to avoid, or so it seemed
look sexy as well Terry," she said turning to face me, "trust
me!" She popped the top on a bottle of Asti and she poured us both a
glass, next she reached into the oven and returned with two plates piled with
steak, chips, and mushrooms, next the fridge revealed two plates of salad.
opposite me, and raised her glass,
is a toast just for me," she said looking to the ceiling, "to my
wonderful late husband Tom on the occasion of our silver wedding anniversary,
with who I never shared a cross word or deed and who I miss every day," I
saw a single tear in her eye, "to you my Darling Tom-Tom, hoping heaven's
golf courses never close and you can finally get your handicap below 13."
She closed her puffy eyes and took a long draught of wine, draining it in one
desperately to think of something to cheer her up, and raise the mood just a
Amy's Tom," I said looking from the added height straight down the front
of her dress at the black bra responsible for her great shape, "You must
have been one hell of a guy. But playing off of a 13 with a wife as beautiful
as this in love with you? You must be in heaven," I emptied my glass as
and she giggled, and topped up both of our wine glasses and I sat back down. We
spent a very pleasant hour chatting and eating the splendid steak and chips. Amy
asked if I could manage something else and said she had an Eton mess in the
fridge. I stood up and got it from the fridge placing the large bowl between us
and two smaller basins. She spooned out large portions and we tucked in with
above all other sweets, and it was wonderful, made with my favorite black
cherries rather than strawberries. I ate my portion, then laughing Amy took
another spoonful for herself then pushed the bowl over to me. And I finished
already started to make coffee, so I began to scrape plates and load them in
the dishwasher, along with all the cutlery and crockery we'd used that night.
back to the living room with a tray which I carried; we sat on the large sofa
with and she turned to face me, knees drawn together and up on the cushion, she
rested against the back of the sofa her head on her arm.
been on a date before, and I'd drunk half a bottle of Asti Spuman te. I was
slightly tipsy and because I'd never been on a date, I didn't realize I was on
one. As the night drew on I noticed we were no longer talking about Tom, and it
was more about me. She started to yawn and I stood and indicated that I was
heading for my bed. She grinned and said she would follow a bit later.
Amy," I said, taking her hand and kissing it, "I had a wonderful
evening, thank you so much."
are most welcome Terry," she beamed at me.
my bed with just the slightest wobble and I heard her chuckle. I got to bed and
stripped out of my clothes and rolled into bed. I lay awake for a few moments
wondering if Amy would come and join me again, but my long day and my great
evening soon had me sound asleep.
bed dip as she got in, and I rolled to my side lifting the duvet so she could
take up the same spooning position we had the nights before. This time I
wrapped both my arms around her and took hold of her great boobs and felt her
bottom push against my groin. The message finally reached my Asti fuddled brain
some moments later that she was naked, and so was I.
have an erection, at least not when I fell asleep.
late autumn sun started to creep through the curtains, I definitely did; mind
you. Her soft skin felt wonderful against mine, and my cock was not flat against
her buttocks or resting in the crease as it had done before but thrusting and
pinched between her thighs and resting against her bare cunt. I flinched and
morning Terry," she crooned stretching, "you can't go putting that in
me without a condom you know," she said, then after a pause, "Luckily
I brought some with me.&qu