What is your experience with producing fruit? Are you fruitful in your life? We frequently seek out instant results instead of cultivating the field we're in and waiting. Spend time worshiping and see that space from His perspective. When we allow God to tend to our field it will produce joy. I challenge you to pick one thing and don't quit. Lean into it with effort combined with faith and give God the freedom to direct you. Have fun. Lots of fun.