Trigger warning. This is fairly dark. I’m aware most people don’t have a way to contact me, and I’m not asking for that. I’m aware this doesn’t make sense for a lot of people. This is my personal thoughts and feelings. I just didn’t want to hold my breath anymore. I don’t talk about this because my thoughts aren’t regular. Don’t normalise this and let this influence you. If you come across this, I made this for myself, so I can carry on a bit longer