It finally ended. My partner made a decision that left me distraught. But can I blame her? No. It was me, my actions, my choices, my lack of actions even, all this caused her to make her choice. I had no chance once she decided. It was time to learn from what I did and grow, time for me to change. Time for me to develop a new me. Listen as I exploit my deepest secrets, the outcome of the situation, how it changed my life and allowed me to never make the same mistakes again...