Brad Pearson (@biradicalpearson), host of Self Worst (@selfworst) and I do da crossover thing... all these timestamps are off by 2/3 few minutes lmao sorry 4:05 - hard on my self self-excavating / “I’m not stupid” 5:53 - I project they think im stupid 6:30 - axe to grind regarding being perceived as intelligent…. 8:15 - childhood trauma and adulthood trauma 8:55 - becoming my parents parents, parental energy towards others, I become selfish, love is not expecting, projection of intimacy 12:30 - the common refrain is not that bad and mental tinitus 13:22 - learned optimism by Martin seligmann - positive vs negative explanatory styles 15:07 - maybe don’t spiral every time someones energy changes towards you 16:00 - follow the good feeling thought 17:30 validating your trauma vs clinging to it 19:00 - engaging with negativity — toxic negativity vs toxic positivity 21 - consistency vs giving yourself grace, taking time off is necessary 22:00 who did not love you in your childhood such that you have to do comedy every night 24:02 - too mentally ill but not mentally ill enough, Maria Bamford as an influence 26:55 - bitches will think if — 28: 00 - am I confident or am I uncomfortable not being me? 29:00 if I feel strangled by the world, everyone else must as well 31:20 - those nyu kids 33:00 fuck NYU (i dont reeeeally mean this anymore but i used to) 38:00 - making minimum wage, feeling treated as a child while adult, the film business