What if everything you believed about God… wasn’t actually who He is?

In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with her friend Jerry to share his powerful journey from religion to relationship—and how God met him in the middle of walking away, rebuilding his life, and rediscovering faith.

From growing up in a legalistic church to stepping away from God, navigating identity struggles, career shifts, and unexpected redemption, Jerry’s story is a reminder that God never wastes a season—and never gives up on His children.

This conversation explores:

• The difference between religion and relationship

• What grace looks like after wandering

• Why God doesn’t disqualify us—He restores us

• How God rewrites broken stories

• What it truly means to know God personally

This episode is honest, heartfelt, and full of hope for anyone who has ever wondered if God could still use them.

Scripture:

"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit." — Psalm 34:18

If you feel lost, unsure, or disconnected, this episode is a reminder: God is still writing your story.

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What if “trying to be a good Christian” is actually the very thing stealing joy, peace, and intimacy with Jesus?

In this episode of Out of Focus, host Shannon Stewart is joined by her husband Mike for a candid conversation about legalism, judgment, and the life-changing freedom found in grace. Together, they unpack how fear-based religion can produce pride, insecurity, and constant guilt—and why Jesus isn’t after surface-level behavior modification, but heart transformation.

Mike shares stories from his upbringing in a highly legalistic environment, how those “fence rules” shaped his view of God, and how a mentor helped him finally understand grace in a way that changed both his faith and his ministry. The conversation also explores why Christians must be careful not to “throw stones,” how discernment differs from judgment, and practical steps for building a daily relationship with Jesus.

This episode offers clarity, conviction, and hope for anyone who feels stuck in performance-based faith or longs to experience the joy and stability that come from Christ-centered living.

Encouragement: You don’t have to earn God’s love. You don’t have to clean yourself up to come near. Grace meets you first—and changes you from the inside out.

“But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” — Romans 5:8

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Before the cameras, before the commentary, and before the Netflix docuseries—this is Shannon Stewart’s story in her own words.

In this special episode of Out of Focus, host Shannon Stewart sits down for an intimate conversation—this time in the interview seat—as her husband asks the questions that shaped her journey long before the spotlight.

From growing up in small-town Ohio to stepping onto the stage of America’s Next Top Model at a young age, Shannon reflects on faith, identity, and the quiet strength it took to hold onto her convictions in an industry that often demands compromise.

With honesty and humility, she shares what it meant to say no on national television, how success and disappointment reshaped her understanding of worth, and how God met her not just in moments of obedience—but also in seasons of wilderness, loss, and redemption.

This episode arrives just ahead of Shannon’s appearance in the Netflix docuseries Reality Check: Inside America’s Next Top Model (premiering February 16), offering listeners something deeper than headlines: the heart behind the choices, the lessons behind the pain, and the God who never stopped pursuing her.

Whether you’re navigating pressure, wrestling with identity, or wondering if obedience is worth the cost—this conversation is an invitation to rest in the truth that you are fully known and fully loved by God.

A word of encouragement:

If you feel unseen, disqualified, or defined by a chapter you wish you could erase—remember this: God is not finished with your story.

“He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” — Philippians 1:6

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What do you do when the life you built comes crashing down…and it’s your fault?

In this powerful episode, Shannon Stewart sits down with Brian Parks—a former world champion fighter, professional football player, and successful entrepreneur—who watched his world collapse under the weight of pride, compromise, and bad decisions.

Brian shares how:

1. A childhood filled with sports, drive, and discipline formed his identity
2. Success in the health and fitness industry slowly turned into greed and “just a little more”
3. Gray-area decisions in business eventually landed him in federal prison
4. His first day behind bars triggered a panic attack that became a heart attack in a 6x9 cell
5. God met him in the darkest place—through the prayers of another inmate in solitary confinement
6. He was diagnosed with a rare blood cancer linked to steroid abuse
7. His wife served him separation papers while he was still incarcerated
8. God used heartbreak, loss, and time away from his family to completely realign his heart

Brian and Shannon talk candidly about:

1. The slow drift that leads to devastating choices
2. Why chasing “more” never satisfies
3. The difference between trying to change your spouse and letting God change you
4. How to rebuild trust when it’s been shattered
5. Why surrounding yourself with godly community is non-negotiable
6. How Brian now sees his company, DNA Fit Labs, as a way to help people steward their bodies and step into their God-given potential

If you’re:

1. Walking through the fallout of your own mistakes
2. Wondering if your marriage is beyond repair
3. Carrying shame from your past and questioning if God could ever use you again

…this conversation will remind you that redemption is not just an idea—it’s a Person.

“And I will restore to you the years that the locust has eaten.”

— Joel 2:25

Brian’s story is living proof that Jesus steps into prison cells, courtrooms, broken homes, and shattered hearts. Failure does not have to be the end of your story; in God’s hands, it can become the beginning of a brand-new chapter.

Be encouraged: no matter how far you’ve fallen, you are not disqualified. God still knows your name, still has a plan, and still specializes in bringing beauty from ashes. 🌱🤍

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The greatest battle of faith is often not belief—but surrender.

In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with her mother for an intimate and powerful conversation about the battle of the will, persistent prayer, and trusting God through long seasons of waiting.

After achieving what many would call the American dream, Shannon’s mom shares how emptiness led her to Christ—and how true transformation only came through surrender. Together, they reflect on decades of prayer for family members, learning to release control, and believing God is still working even when nothing appears to be changing.

This episode offers a rare, honest look at:

• surrendering the right to yourself

• Jesus as both Savior and Lord

• praying for loved ones without visible results

• trusting God’s timing over human urgency

• finding hope when faith feels costly

It is a testimony of endurance, grace, and the quiet faith that refuses to give up.

For anyone praying for a spouse, parent, child, or loved one— this episode is a reminder that as long as there is breath, there is hope.

"The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much." (James 5:16)

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In this powerful episode, host Shannon Stewart sits down with Preston to talk about the hidden battle he carried for years—a porn addiction that began at age 12 and spiraled into shame, fear, and hopelessness.

Behind the smiles and the “happy, positive kid” image was a young man who felt trapped, exhausted, and convinced he would never be free. This honest conversation dives into the breaking point, the confession that changed everything, and the slow, beautiful process of healing that followed.

We unpack:

• How the addiction began and escalated

• The lies shame whispered for years

• The moment everything came into the light

• Confessing to his parents and calling Pastor Mike

• Joining Pure Desire and learning he wasn’t alone

• Boundaries and practical tools that protect his freedom

• Why he chose to be baptized again and what that meant

If you’ve ever felt stuck, ashamed, or like you’ve disappointed God too many times, this episode will breathe hope into your heart.

Encouragement:

Freedom is possible. God isn’t finished with your story. Every step you take toward the light is a victory.

Verse:

“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” — Romans 8:1

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There are chapters of life people try desperately to forget — seasons marked by shame, emotional collapse, and deep regret. But what if those very chapters are the ones God chooses to redeem?

In this profoundly vulnerable episode, Shannon Stewart sits down with her husband, Mike, to share the story they once tried to bury — their fall, the depth of despair that followed, and the sacred journey that led them toward healing and restoration.

With humility and courage, they open the door to their darkest season, including Mike’s battle with suicidal thoughts, isolation, and the overwhelming belief that he had destroyed everything he loved. Together, they honestly address spiritual drift, the pressure of leadership, the cost of hidden pain, true repentance, and the relentless grace of God that met them in the rubble.

This is not a story of perfection — it is a testimony of redemption. A reminder that God does not waste broken places, and that even the most painful chapters can become holy when surrendered to Him.

⏱️ TIMESTAMPS

00:00 — The chapters they tried to forget

02:22 — Leadership, pressure, and early years

06:15 — The slow unraveling

10:10 — Losing joy

14:40 — The breaking point

19:05 — Collapse and exposure

23:55 — Public fallout

27:40 — Isolation and shame

32:10 — Words spoken in despair

35:45 — Suicidal breaking point

40:20 — Scripture in the darkness

43:55 — True repentance

48:30 — Rebuilding after the fall

52:55 — Grace in the ashes

57:10 — Hope for the hurting

Scripture + Encouraging Close:

“He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” — Psalm 147:3

If you feel defined by your failure, buried by shame, or convinced you’ve gone too far — let this be your reminder: grace still reaches you. The same God who restored what felt impossible in their story is still writing yours. You are seen. You are loved. And your story is not finished.

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Some stories take a decade to tell. This is one of them.

On this episode of Out of Focus, host Shannon Stewart sits down with her America’s Next Top Model Season 1 castmate, Katie Cleary, for her first long-form conversation about the tragedy, grief, and redemption she walked through after the loss of both her husband and her first love — events that made headlines but never told the whole truth.

After years of public scrutiny, heartbreak, and a darkness that nearly overtook her, Katie shares how God met her on the floor of her kitchen, lifted her out of despair, and rebuilt her life piece by piece. This is not a Hollywood story — it’s a Holy Spirit story.

If you’ve ever felt broken beyond repair, overwhelmed by grief, or unsure if God still sees you… Katie’s testimony will remind you that there is no pit so deep that God’s love isn’t deeper still.

1. ANTM memories & early career
2. The pressure of public scrutiny
3. The tragic loss of her husband
4. Losing her first love weeks later
5. Hitting rock bottom
6. Crying out to God in absolute desperation
7. How Jesus rebuilt her life from the ground up
8. Finding purpose, identity, and healing
9. Faith after tragedy
10. Hope for anyone walking through grief

Timestamps

00:00 — Welcome

01:40 — ANTM memories & reconnecting after 20 years

06:15 — Life in entertainment & early career

12:40 — Marriage, private struggles & pressure

18:22 — The tragedy that changed everything

24:55 — Public scrutiny, rumors & media pain

30:40 — Losing her first love

35:18 — Hitting rock bottom

39:02 — Crying out to God

43:45 — A turning point in faith

47:01 — Rebuilding life with Jesus

52:14 — Purpose, healing & redemption

55:30 — Encouragement for anyone hurting

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” — Psalm 34:18

This conversation will break your heart and heal it at the same time — because the God who met Katie in the ashes is the same God who meets us in ours.

If someone you love is facing grief, tragedy, or a story too heavy to carry alone, share this with them. You never know what God might use to save a life.

***This episode includes sensitive topics, including suicide and grief.

If you are struggling with thoughts of self-harm, please reach out to someone you trust or contact your local crisis hotline. You are not alone, and your life has immeasurable worth.

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Before you rush into another New Year’s resolution… pause.

What if the goal for this year isn’t trying harder — but becoming more like Jesus?

On this New Year’s Eve episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with her husband, Mike, to talk about what actually leads to lasting change. They discuss why most resolutions don’t last, how spiritual growth happens over time, and what it looks like to enter a new year with open hands instead of control.

They talk about:

• becoming more like Jesus

• trusting God when dreams die or take unexpected turns

• staying open to the “new thing” God wants to do

• finding joy that isn’t dependent on circumstances

Scripture to carry into the new year:

“He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete it.” — Philippians 1:6

If you’re stepping into 2026 feeling hopeful, tired, uncertain, or somewhere in between — this episode is for you. God isn’t finished with you. Keep trusting Him. Keep walking forward.

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In this heartfelt Christmas Eve episode, Shannon Stewart and her husband, Pastor Mike Lee, share childhood Christmas memories, simple joys, and the powerful truth behind the holiday: Jesus didn’t come because the world was worthy — He came because the world was desperate for a Savior.

Mike explains why humanity needed saving, the evidence for Jesus’ resurrection, and how anyone can receive Him today. Shannon opens up about a time when she thought she had “ruined everything,” and how the same Jesus born in the manger became the Redeemer of her story.

This short, meaningful Christmas conversation is warm, nostalgic, and deeply hope-filled. It invites every listener — whether joyful, weary, lonely, or searching — to remember that Emmanuel means God with us, even now.

Timestamps:

00:00 — Childhood Christmas memories

02:00 — Finding joy in simple places

03:40 — “Jesus didn’t come because the world was worthy…”

05:00 — Emmanuel: God with us

06:00 — When Shannon felt too far gone

07:20 — Why we needed a Savior

08:10 — How to receive Jesus this Christmas

09:15 — Evidence for the resurrection

11:00 — Pride, surrender, and trust

12:30 — What salvation really means

14:00 — Encouragement for the brokenhearted

15:20 — Closing Scripture & Christmas blessing

Wherever you find yourself this Christmas — hopeful or hurting — Emmanuel means God with us.

And if Jesus came for the broken, that means He came for you.

"For the son of Man came to seek and to save the lost." (Luke 19:10)

Merry Christmas!!!

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