Phyl Kay said ‘if you repeat something over and over again it loses its meaning,
You watch the sunset too often it just becomes 6 pm, you make the same mistake over and over again, you stop calling it a mistake.’
Then,
I tried reading your messages repeatedly until their meaning was lost between the words left unwritten.
I started walking the trails of Orange Village every morning, and now it is just another trail that leads to somebody’s destination.
I, time and again, listened to the songs you sent earlier that once reminded me of our love, and now it is just another song by an amazing artist.
I scribbled poems about you over and over again, until it meant it was just a great composition to my readers.
I revisited the memories we made over and over, but now I don't even remember your face accurately.
I re-imagined us as belonging to each other so many times and see, it's nothing. It means nothin… it meant nothing.
I whispered ‘I love you’ a great deal of times, without you being on the receiving end, for a month and more, and see, nothing. it is valueless.
Phyl Kay said ‘if you repeat something over and over again it loses its meaning.’
But
I only wish you said ‘If you do something over and over again, it will only renew every essence of living and loving all over again.’