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I have recently been dabbling in paganism trying to find my fit, if any, and some spiritual guidance. I have never been one that is religious, I mean I tried to be a “good” Christian in my teens and early adult years. But I became jaded with the concept of god, because he supposedly doesn’t give you more than you can handle and believes that if you follow his gospel as best as you can you will live a full happy life. What I discovered over the years of trying to believe, is that if god wanted me to live in agony, pain and desperation in my life’s journey then this isn’t the god for me. I grew up in a not so great household, I suffered many years of various kinds of abuse at a very YOUNG age and it continued in most of my life’s journey. From the age of birth to about 25, I have had nothing but turmoil, pain and various forms of abuse in my life. I have always felt like a burden, for a long time I believed my life on this earth wasn’t worth much more than pain and abuse.

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