In the Bible, Saul was a man who many knew for the wrong reasons. Could it be, that often in the path of following Jesus we allow the past to dictate our next steps. The fear of embracing responsibility can often be avoided because we often believe our previous actions make us 'not worthy'.
Saul knew how this felt, but still he stepped in the dream of God and became Paul, a man willing to risk everything for the sake of the Gospel. See if the story of Saul becoming Paul can help you on your journey of 'Dream Risk Create'.