Hello, Happy New Year. I am sorry I can't make it to your party today. I mean, I honestly don't know how to say this, but I don't want to be this person anymore. I can't keep drinking my life away. I did that for a bit, and only I know how hard it has been to be telling you this. I don't want to ruin your celebrations. I am glad that you thought of me. I just can't anymore. I hope you understand. https://linktr.ee/secretsinthedarkthepodcast