I'm still going thru this journey of recovery from the seperation. I thought I was doing well til the past 2 weeks. And Bham, contrast has happened and I see again where I am and what I need to do. Shut the back door. Not for myself alone but for the ex I love. Being true to myself means accepting that I'm compassionate and kind and I can't deny I still care for him. Caring for him means letting me go.