Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of substance abuse, addiction, suicidal thoughts, and mental health struggles. Viewer discretion is advised.

Welcome back to The Good, The Bad & Jesus In-Between.

This is one of the most personal and vulnerable conversations we’ve ever shared.

In this special two-part testimony series, we open up about the moments that shaped our lives, the valleys we walked through, the struggles we faced, and the incredible faithfulness of Jesus through it all. There is so much power in testimony within the Body of Christ. Every time we share our story, we are reminded of where God has brought us from, how He carried us when we couldn’t walk on our own, and how His hand was present even in the moments we didn’t recognize at the time.

Sometimes, looking back reveals just how much God was working behind the scenes. What once felt like pain, confusion, or brokenness becomes evidence of His grace, mercy, and perfect plan.

Part Two continues with Alexandria’s testimony. A story about a time when I felt rejected, unwanted, and completely lost. I searched for love, acceptance, and belonging in so many places, only to come up empty. But Jesus met me right where I was.

In Him, I found more than a Saviour; I found a Father. The love I had been longing for my entire life was found in the One who created me. He took my rejection and replaced it with the security of being fully known, fully loved, and fully cared for by the Most High God.

This testimony is a story of redemption, restoration, healing, and salvation. It’s a story of a God who never gave up on me, even when I had given up on myself. He didn’t just save me once; He saved me countless times when I thought I was a goner. Time and time again, His hand was over my life, protecting me, pursuing me, and calling me back to Him.

His grace never runs out. His mercy never fails. His love never ends.

Looking back, I truly don’t know where I would be without Jesus. Every good thing in my life is because of His faithfulness. My prayer is that as you listen to this testimony, you would be reminded that no one is too far gone, no wound is too deep, and no story is beyond God’s ability to redeem.

The same God who transformed my life can transform yours too.

“See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God.” – 1 John 3:1

Thank you for being here and for allowing us to share these deeply personal parts of our journey. We pray this conversation strengthens your faith, points you closer to Jesus, and reminds you that every testimony is ultimately a story of God’s faithfulness.