Words can't express how much my grandmother meant to me. She will never be forgotten. Now I know what it means when they say we never truly die. I feel your presence all around me. This song is from my heart, and pray it can help someone else in the world heal from their lost. - PaperM8

pray I’m strong

Get my blood from my grandma

Had her blood on me

When they said cancer

Pray I won’t end up

Hook on drugs and dancers

Gotta man up

Do what’s right for nana

Single parent home

Grandma but choice to man up

God won’t answer

Block and my number & Insta

Got me tense up

Rent due and I’m in court

Bought a chain

Cause I’m by my self

Selfish Nigga but for

Grandma I‘ll give her my health

Tell me why we live

Black don‘t crack

don’t but it sure do swell

Tell me Nigga how ya kids

probably don’t know

Tell me if you do a bid

You gone do it yourself

Im really by myself

No safety net

Think twice before

I place a bet

Death, shit

It gotta be pleasure

Can’t stand the pressure

Only one man that came

From Jessica

And My lil sister Godbless her

Always been close with each other

Lost our mother then grandmother..

Shit we really built for the weather

God i don’t know why you test us

Is this your way making impression

If so I ain’t impressed with

couldn’t spare my grandma Betty

Now feeling like

fuck the world

I miss my granny

Now I’m feeling like

fuck the world

Who coming at me

Know my kids is

Looking at me

And I gotta be a father

Likely my last chance

So go little harder

This time I’m smarter

Know Niggas these want come ups

Forgive me father

I have more to offer