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lyrics

I feel the shame when I’m alone

I don’t feel the same no more

healing the pain inside my heart

I don’t gotta say no more

and this shi weighing on my back

I think I need a pray more

I know this shi real bad

but it coulda went way more

I’m going to war with the demons

they giving me reasons, why I gotta stay strong

I really been feeling the seasons change lately

hear in the song

always have good intent, and I do repent

when I know I’m wrong

but we fall under, that

crossed them lines, went head on

I’m just glad you still got your head on

Ima keep it a buck

god forbid if it left you gone

shit would really fuck me up

looking at the man unconscious

got my conscious stuck

felt like all eyes on me

but at least I wasn’t drunk

like Pac Im keeping the peace

until some shit irrupt

I know I can’t beat up myself

but I been going nuts

try to keep my emotions tucked

anxious, feel it in my gut

blankness, healing but I’m numb

Sanctus, hear it when I hum

my heart beating like a drum

still shaking thinking bout it

I can’t succumb to the guilt

cause I know in the end I allowed it

all respect to the dude but he wylin

no space in my head it’s crowded

my judgement I’m doubting

but I cant afford to keep pouting

cause it really coulda been me

really could of been me

I feel the shame when I’m alone

I don’t feel the same no more

healing the pain inside my heart

I don’t gotta say no more

and this shi weighing on my back

I think I need a pray more

I know this shi real bad

but it coulda went way more