It's so easy to get caught up in entering into relationships that were never meant for you. It can be caused by ignoring red flags and not having difficult conversations due to the fear of losing that person. It is important to have boundaries in areas that are important to your needs, without this in place it can cause damage and trauma. You have to believe there is someone out there for you that will meet your needs. Do not settle! Work on you and your desire to have a healthy relationship will come in due time. I hope you enjoy!