Content warning: This episode contains a personal essay that references infidelity and the discovery of illegal pornography involving minors. Please listen with that in mind.

Show Notes

• A writer reads her original personal essay about discovering her husband’s infidelities, disturbing online activity, and a Craigslist ad — and the quiet, calculated way she chose to end her marriage
• Steph and her anonymous guest reflect on the painful decision to protect a spouse’s image from their adult children, and the hidden cost of carrying that silence alone
• They discuss the generational programming that kept so many women “playing small”—and the moment it finally became impossible to continue
• The unexpected freedom and joy of building a life entirely on your own terms — pink bedrooms, yellow walls, and all. 
• How do you know when it’s time to go? And what role does parenting play in the decision to leave a marriage?

Quotable Moments

• “I’d rather be alone than lonely with someone.”
• “We owe ourselves something and we owe our children being able to see their parent living their best life.”
• “How do my children learn to take chances and bet on themselves if their own mother can’t do the same?”
• “The most important thing was making a life that I wanted to live. . . I have built a life that I love.”
•  “I worried about all of the dark things that we do when we’re radically changing our lives.”
• “ Surrendering control over the situation is when I finally found the space to be me.”
• “Alone is beautiful, too.”

**This episode references this piece on couples’ counseling with a narcissist on The Mother Lode by Cindy DiTiberio

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