Have you ever felt like an outsider in your own space, even when you’re the only one in it?
This mix was born at 11 PM on a Wednesday night live on TikTok. I got dressed, put on my makeup to present myself to the world, and sat in an empty room with zero viewers—playing to a room of nothing while feeling everything.
From the outside looking in, I might appear confident and fearless. But the truth is, with every track and every transition, I second-guess myself. Ultimately, you miss 100% of the shots you don’t take. So I show up—even in the quiet, empty moments—and do what I do because I love it, trusting that this is exactly what I’m here for.
Worst comes to worst, long after I’m gone, my work will stand as a place of discovery. Through it all, the outsider keeps showing up.
Track List & Flow: Curated R&B for exploration, deep mood, and sonic discovery.
DJ: Mixtress Africa Allah
Mix: Vibe Check — Outsiders (07.29.26)