In this reflection I talk about radical truth and radical growth that, together, requires us to resist shame, vulnerabilities and insecurities. I talk about information versus wisdom and my unwillingness to share wisdom as related to my own radical growth. I talk about hiding out in information, about overcoming darkness and depression, and about surviving abuse yet still holding onto trauma bonds. I end with a question to self... what would be of greatest value in the next season: to be information driven or to be wisdom driven?