This is not an actual episode, this is just me ranting for about 25 unedited minutes. Do not feel to the need to listen to this, I personally do not want to listen to myself, but recording it was kind helpful. I might delete it later, dunno. I feel the need to mention that if you listen to this, I actually had a lot more to say and I am actually dealing with.. much more, but I ran out of air and energy and I could not continue.