Realigning Life

Letting go of everything. The business. The life I knew. My home. My job. A blessing in it all, our fourth child. New beginnings.

After two years of repeating the same simple prayer, I thought for sure God answered it and we remarried. Only for it to all fall apart again pretty instantly. I do believe God answered my prayer. However, we are given free will. My heart hurts for such brokenness.

Continued prayers for healing 🙏

2017 was one of the worst years. I seem to not recall much of that time. Recollecting the parts I do remember. Onward we heal! I thank God I am where I am today. Healing is possible.

New healing level unlocked. More healing to work on. New pathways being formed! I didn’t hate myself! Breaking generational beliefs. Thoughts for the future. A bit more from my story. The most painful chapter of my life.

My substack, a poem a day:

https://substack.com/@kimmercklke?r=6rwbqb&utm_medium=ios&utm_source=stories&shareImageVariant=light

The One You Feed podcast:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-one-you-feed-personal-growth-emotional-resilience/id792555885?i=1000772361725

Jumping back into my story. With a focus on using filler words. The vicious cycle of addiction and recovery. Hearing from God.

All the links to the mentions in this episode:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/bobby-bones-presents-the-bobbycast/id1220200987?i=1000731087860

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-school-of-greatness/id596047499?i=1000762084431

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/emonthebrain/id1852295289

Dr. Caroline Leaf, Switch on Your Brain

https://a.co/d/0fS8rlam

Joyce Meyer, Battlefield of the Mind

https://a.co/d/02XsBnfJ

Addiction, my season of shame, an apology- or lots of them. The journey of healing continues. For this week anyway! I will continue to pray about how my journey to heal can be shared. I pray for healing and freedom. The weight is not yours to carry! May God bless and guide whoever hears this message. Amen!

Journal entry reading, the confusion in the chaos, trauma bonds

Link for Common Ego:

https://youtu.be/Cgne9bVyJ-8

Second baby, sold home, Salvation Army, relapse.

Life after Big Nick. The beginning of addiction. Our first divorce.