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When you’ve only ever known love that burns, calm can feel like danger.
But safety - real, grounded, slow safety - is where desire begins to grow again.

There was a time I thought I knew what intimacy felt like - the pull, the craving, the chaos.
But I didn’t. I only knew how to perform love, chase it, or earn it.

In this episode, I’m talking about what happens after the chaos ends, when you stop spiralling for love and start slowly, clumsily, beautifully learning how to receive it.

We’ll explore how ADHD, autism, and trauma shape desire, why calm can feel confusing, and how to rebuild intimacy that’s real, embodied, and safe.
 It’s about learning to let love in, without losing yourself.

💋 “Because when you’ve only known survival, softness can feel unsafe. But real love? Real love feels slow… and safe enough to stay.”

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