In this episode I take you on the rocky road that led me to finally reconcile the parts of my life that seemed to be at conflict with each other - my battered, tired, poor body and my faith in a God who had promised healing but never seemed to deliver.

Down this road, I pulled out of church service, I pulled away from friends and family and pushed myself to the point of asking for death to find peace. This had to be the turning point I needed, it served to open me up to my family and friends, and to find my way back to a tweaked faith - for the better - the best relationship with God I could have hoped for.