Discussing my "second step" in working thru the hurt and anger that I have experienced in my time working in the church - and specifically dealing with:

1. Who am I actually mad at?

2. What do I do when I'm mad/hurt/angry with someone and there's nothing I can do to change the situation. 

This one is long because I ran some side rabbit trails and spent probably 3x's the amount of time to say: 

1- I was angry at God - so I had to look thru scripture for the answers to: Is God watching? Does God care? What's God's desire in brining rightness to a situation?

2- I was mad at others who brought hurt - that I can't change and hasn't been appropriately owned - so I've had to continue to try and position my thoughts and emotions in positivity for the sake of wanting softness or peace as opposed to anger.