Discussing this idea of Reconstructing Faith as opposed to Deconstruction inside this new "me too" type church movement in the wake of the Rise and Fall of Mars Hill podcast (which I thought was a quality podcast - that has a gold takeaway if you are able to self evaluate throughout that podcast rather than finding yourself pointing fingers, getting angry or whatever it may be that is the negative emotion/thought process that can be a takeaway...) 

I had both amazing and awful experiences working as a Pastor in similar and drastically different environments... The healthy situations were incredible... the unhealthy situations created all kinds of internal turmoil for me personally, and yet it is not and was not a result of God not caring, not being involved, or not existing... It's the exact opposite. 

I've been wrestling for years now with the things that just infuriate me about those times. I've asked hard questions in my time praying, I've made some brash statements in times of being angry, hurt, afraid, just pissed, etc... But at the end of the day - the concept that "Heaven is enough" continues to be the reassuring/recurring theme in the answer to all those questions or things that I've wrestled with. 

Correction: the Hebrews passage I reference as "in Heb. 12" is actually Hebrews 13:17.