When we lost my mom, Deb, unexpectedly two years ago, I read something that said, “You have now become part of a club that no one wants to join.” It was true then and it’s true now.

When I woke up this morning, I struggled to get out of bed. I wanted to lay still, removed from the reality of the loss for most of the morning.

It took me some time to decide but I knew if I posted the episode I planned to post today, it would not be an authentic representation of where I was emotionally. And made the choice to turn on my mic + camera and record a solo episode to release today.

I needed this episode to reflect where I am, my experience processing grief & sharing gratitude as I continue to navigate what it means to have lost my mom. She is ever present in the little moments, every single day. But her physical presence, her smile, her laugh, her comforting words…those things we ache for, are just memories now. So I documented this part of my journey to help me reflect and to honor my mom, the feisty, intelligent, kind, and compassionate person who raised me.

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