So this will be he first time Im not going into a Chicago Cubs season for work since I was 20 years old. Reflecting on that time in my life, the ugly ugly winter I spent transforming myself into whatever it is I've become, alot of the music youll hear in this mix is where my head space was, as I heard these songs constantly and attached myself to them in some way. While Im very happy with my decision then and now, i think back at this time and reflect.