As I sit here today facing a new chapter of my life, I reflected back upon past chapters of my life, and the underlying theme was how quickly life carries on. Despite the days that feel endless, despite the seasons that bring no hope, despite the pain and hurt, life marches on. When I reflected back upon my life and myself during the roughest of seasons of my life I realized that I spent a good amount of time wishing time away. I know find myself wishing for more time, wishing for the ability to go back and do it again. Though I cannot go back, I cannot undo what's already been done, I can recognize this and utilize it as leverage to make the now more meaningful. 

Warning: this is a tear filled episode as I recorded in real time feels!