We control absolutely nothing in our lives.  I have spent years pushing through pain, anger, and various circumstances to gain this metaphorically idea of control.  The reality is we control nothing in our life.  The prayer we need to pray is to help us accept God's will in our life.  This episode looks at how I have conditioned myself to work hard and stay busy to keep from focusing on my own health or problems.  This has created this false sense of control until my body show me otherwise.