When God wants to bless you he sends a person. Lessons are also taught through a person too. There was a day that it all clicked for me and it came from realizing who I truly was by observing and healing from my mom. I had to heal and get ready so I could heal my mom. You may feel heavy because you are actually strong and a light for others. Hope this message helps you today to see your true mission in life so you are encouraged to get around the right people.