Many of us leave the path of Christ and when trying to come back we feel a sense of accusation. When trying to come back we grow doubt because we feel like we’ve wasted our life away. There’s a time where we decide to come but we show up empty handed, not knowing what words are correct to say, only for the father to end up being satisfied/happy with just our return. You might be afraid to go back and take what’s yours, but enough rehearsing what to say and just come forward.