"It took ending up in a psych ward. It took, uh, being arrested and it took suicide attempt for me to really realize. And that's the first time I've really mentioned that this—the the first interview I've ever said that on."

"None of that stuff matters at the end. It's all about, you know, like I said, being a dad is the biggest. That's the only identity I want now."

This episode features an intimate and candid conversation with Rich Beddoe, longtime drummer for Finger Eleven and co-founder of Saint Asonia, as he explores his journey through music, addiction, recovery, and family. From finding his place in Canadian rock, battles with genre labels, and the high-pressure moments of fame, to the deeply personal lows of addiction and rebirth in sobriety, Rich opens up about the past, what he’s lost, and what truly matters now. Listeners will hear honest reflections on identity, regrets, amends, and the importance of gratitude and being present—making this one of the most powerful The Aftershow interviews.

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Rich Beddoe, Finger Eleven, Saint Asonia, Canadian rock, addiction, recovery, identity, rock bottom, sobriety, making amends, radio success, genre labels, nu-metal, post-grunge, Paralyzer, One Thing, band dynamics, regret, family, spirituality, session musician, live performance, humility, resilience, gratitude, music industry, creative process, financial responsibility, personal growth, career transition, mental health, support network