No one is too far gone for God.
No addiction is too strong.
No past is too broken.
And no life is beyond the reach of His grace.
In this powerful and deeply moving conversation, John Martin sits down with Ashley Julian to share a testimony of radical redemption, restoration, and the life-changing power of surrendering everything to Jesus.
At first glance, many people see Ashley’s joy, peace, and bright spirit and would never imagine the darkness she once walked through. But behind her smile is a story marked by years of addiction, brokenness, pain, and hopelessness.
Ashley shares how she struggled with addiction from the age of 12 until she was 35 years old. During those years, her life spiraled deeper into destruction. She lost custody of her children, battled alcoholism, and found herself trapped in cycles she could not break on her own.
She tried different ways to escape the addiction, but nothing truly worked.
Then one day, everything began to change.
A friend invited Ashley to church. At first, she resisted. She didn’t feel worthy, didn’t want to go, and had no idea that one invitation would completely alter the course of her life.
That night, Ashley attended a Pentecostal church service and encountered the presence of God in a way she had never experienced before. Later that evening, she made the decision to be baptized.
And when she came up out of the water, something changed.
Although she didn’t fully understand it at the time, God had begun setting her free.
Soon after, Ashley’s life took another dramatic turn. Facing multiple warrants and legal trouble, she found herself standing at a crossroads. In one of the most powerful moments of her testimony, Ashley shares how the Holy Spirit spoke clearly to her while she was hiding from police—telling her to stop running and walk out the front door in surrender.
That surrender became the beginning of true freedom.
While serving time in jail, isolated and stripped of everything familiar, God met her again. Through prayer and obedience, Ashley applied to Path of Grace, a long-term faith-based recovery program in Florida. Despite every obstacle and every fear, God opened the impossible doors for her to leave Wyoming and begin a brand-new life.
At Path of Grace, Ashley not only found sobriety—she found Jesus.
There, she began learning who she truly was in Christ:
Redeemed.
Chosen.
Forgiven.
Loved.
Through counseling, discipleship, church community, and time in God’s presence, her entire identity began to change. The shame of her past no longer defined her future.
And God wasn’t finished restoring her story.
Ashley also shares how her marriage, which was headed toward divorce, was miraculously restored after her husband encountered Jesus as well. Today, they remain married, reunited with their children, and living as a testimony of God’s power to heal families and rebuild what once seemed lost forever.
This conversation is filled with hope for anyone struggling with addiction, depression, shame, fear, or hopelessness:
God still restores.
God still heals.
God still redeems.
Ashley encourages listeners to:
Spend daily time in God’s Word.
Get connected to a Bible-believing church.
Surround themselves with godly community and accountability.
And most importantly—fully surrender to Jesus.
Your story is not over.
There is still hope.
And freedom is possible through Christ.
What’s one area of your life where God may be asking you to stop running and fully surrender today?
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