What happens when everything you’ve built, your identity, your grind, your movement, is suddenly disrupted by illness? In this soul-punching episode of the ASQ Podcast, we sit with Robert Cardillo II, better known as B-Cide, rapper, producer, and author of Myelin My Shoes, a brutally honest memoir chronicling life with MS, mental health struggles, and his 25-year journey in underground music.

Diagnosed with multiple sclerosis in 2011, B-Cide went from commanding stages to needing 24-hour care. But the music never stopped; it just evolved. His story is not just about living with a chronic illness. It’s about resilience, grit, and the refusal to let circumstances define your soul.

We explore:

This conversation is a mirror for anyone navigating massive life change, especially those wondering who they are now.

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