Roxy's Bangin' Podcast

Well.... this is how!

I never said no to anything in life.... neither when one of my escort clients told me to try female domination. My god, it's been a wild ride. And along the way I learned some very intersting, shocking and insightful truths about men and their sexuality!

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THE FEMALE SEX DRIVE! 

It fluctuates throughout our lives, throughout the month, even throughout the day! It seems to be the biggest mystery but actually.... IT'S NOT!

It's all very damn easy to explain and I had a little thought about it as mine went from 0 to 200, back to 0 and back to 200 again!!

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Why do we cheat? Why do we loose our sex drive? Why is it so difficult to be in monoganous relationships? All from my personal experience and with a little help of Esther Perel's and Chris Ryan's knowlegde. 

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I am talking about the most important, life-changing and heart-opening experience I've had. Birth and motherhood. 

I dedicted my life to sex - only to understand the real, great meaning of it. And that meaning will await you once you've given birth. Everything, really everything will change - for the better if you do it right.

Hey, guys.

Welcome to another episode of Roxy's Bangin Podcast.

Today I am recording from Germany, from my hometown,

actually, from the little cottage where I was raised,

and I feel very inspired to talk about motherhood and giving birth.

I was waiting for this moment to talk about this for some time because it's something really big for me, really emotional and incredible, and I wanted to wait for the right moment to talk about this.

And that's now. I was just lying in bed with my son as he takes his nap. He always lies in my arms, and this is the time where I am supposed to work and do all the things that I need to do.

And very often, I just cannot leave him because the feeling of him sleeping in my arms is so overwhelmingly beautiful that I just stay,

and I'm not even sleeping. I'm just lying there looking at him, thinking, my God, how can a human being be so beautiful?

So I was thinking this and just admiring him, and then I was like, okay, let me talk about this. This is a good moment.

So here I am.

I have been asked many times what motherhood is like,

what giving birth is like,

and to be honest, it's something that you can't really put into words.

It's impossible to describe this feeling of love,

this love explosion that you have every time you look at your child,

every time you hug your child.

The way we change as women when we give birth is incredible. It's unbelievable. We are a completely different person after we give birth. And that's not only because suddenly, you know, we have this love and this responsibility, but actually on a chemical level, on a physiological level, our bodies,

our hormones, our brain is changing,

so we literally are not the same person anymore. This change,

I think, has been the most beautiful thing that I have experienced in my life. And this is why I am talking about motherhood in such a positive way, because I would love for more women to experience this.

Now I understand that maybe I am in a slightly different situation than other women.

And I think this is why giving birth,

the postpartum period,

and now motherhood is so different for me and so beautiful.

I am not in a bad relationship. I'm not in a toxic relationship.

I am not with someone that isn't 100%,

you know, present.

I think this.

This can be quite draining on a woman.

Also,

I have my work. I work online,

so I can still work. I'm still making a good amount of money. Of course, not the same as before.

Also,

my approach has changed a lot. So you know how sex sells, and I was, you know, doing sex education and showing sex. I'm not doing that anymore.

So, yeah, I'm making much less money, but it's enough, and I'm really happy with it. The moment you become a mother,

money,

of course money is important. You need a certain amount to be happy and relaxed.

But making a lot of money is not that important anymore. Suddenly,

the only thing that matters is that your child is happy that they are healthy.

Suddenly, all I want is to have a farm and animals and, you know, a homestead. I was never dreaming of a homestead.

This was not my dream. I wanted to live on a boat and travel the world and live in luxury.

And since I have my son,

I just want to have really healthy food, organic, grow it myself.

I want to frolick around in a garden or a forest with him,

and I want to teach him how to,

you know,

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What is a man? And a boy? what are the differnces between boys and girls - physically and spiritually?

Told from the perspective of a mother raising a boy. 

For the first time you will hear my opinion, loud and clear, on the big question: WHAT IS A WOMAN? Can men become women? What is happening with more and more people (and CHILDREN!) transitioning. 

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From feeling as horny as a teenage boy to loosing my sex drive completely - to then learning to get it back! This is the story of my sex drive during and post pregnancy. Becoming a mother is an insanely intense and stressful experience for women, of course we don't feel horny. But being pressured by our partners during that time only makes it worse....

Find out about my personal experiences, how i found love and lust while being pregnant and what type of relationship style helped me to find my sex drive again while raising a toddler. 

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Let's normalise masturbation. 

Let's de-sexualise masturbation in girls. 

Let's talk about children masturbating - because they do and we need to open up about it. 

I will start - I started masturbating with 3 years of age. YES. And I'm sure most of you will be surprised when i say, it's more common than you think!

https://www.fatherly.com/health/masturbation-what-is-normal-kids-when-parents-should-worry

The "adult" version of this episode is on my onlyfans (where I talk in more detail about my personal masturbation in adult years!)

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Recap of the last 4 years (I know I said 5, but it’s been only 4, which definitely felt like 10!). Money, sex education, abuse & motherhood - it was, let's say, INTENSE! I am a completely different person than when you last heard me, you will know why after this episode. 

Let's get things rollin, it's time to be unapologetically honest!

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1. Want to know why so many men go to escorts? And why I believe, it' s not the best idea?

Or what erectile dysfunction has to do with porn? 

In another exciting episode I talk about the problems that come with porn addiction, getting used to escorts and generally having mindless and unconscious sex. 

Brutally honest, with my typical wit for you to enjoy but also to start thinking about sex in a more critical way. 

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Nearly three years ago I had to make the most difficult decision of my life - and only now I am realising the effects and the trauma it actually caused. 

Listen to the story of my abortion. A story of extremes, of debauchery, drugs, and of difficulties beyond belief. I got pregnant without knowing the father. In a country that I had just left for good. Made the decision to have an abortion because I had to, not because I wanted to. And finally had an abortion in a country in which it is illegal. 

It is an emotional rollercoaster ride, told in a beautiful, funny, soft yet radical way. 

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