Gerard Powell answers Dr. Marissa's friend's Questioning Machine Question...Who are you and what do you want?!? From a troubled past to multi-millionaire, Gerald shares his path to success and inner misery...answering the question "Can you buy happiness?"!with an emphatic NO! His journey from silent suffering and a Demerol addiction and a hole in his soul not filled by to 26 cars, planes and mansions has a happy ending, when he finds out that his past does not define the love that he really is. He explains that money is just a magnifier…that if you're miserable money will only make you more miserable but if you're happy money can make you happier. It was through the process of finding who he was from the inside out did he realize that there was nothing to get...just remove the blocks that hid the value already inside. His freedom from addiction and a daily desire to end his poignant emptiness with a bullet, came through multiple levels of self discovery through spiritual treatment, meditation, healthy eating, plant medicine, and more... All of which he has packaged into a transformative stay at the Rythmia Life Advancement Center which now gives him a higher purpose for his money...watching people find the love within themselves by creating a vacation destination that helps people get a concentrated dose of all the things that helped him restore himself with the truth. Episode sponsored by The 21 day Fast from Complaining APP and www.Selfiestationpodcast.com/DrMarissa