You never know how people are going to react in times that are dramatic or shocking. Media and Movies show us expectations that seem legitimate, however, reality can be a bit different. When dramatic things happen, people don’t react the way you might think. At the moment or after they have a chance to process what happened. It's OK. And, it is important to let someone (including yourself) deal with things in a way that makes sense to them at that moment. I share a personal experience, an aircraft crash, from many years ago to illustrate the point.

New reports from the event:

https://www.upi.com/Archives/1988/07/21/Report-CIA-owned-plane-that-crashed-at-Dulles-Airport/6210585460800/

https://www.washingtonpost.com/archive/local/1988/07/21/pilot-killed-in-takeoff-at-dulles/9e7f4b26-00bc-4378-842c-23f6a6d820ce/

https://reports.aviation-safety.net/1988/19880720-0_DHC6_N7267.pdf