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In this episode of the Heaven Now series, Chris walks through the fruit of the Spirit of kindness and the identity fear that makes it hardest to access: the fear of poor performance. Using Solomon — the builder of the temple, the writer of Proverbs, and the author of Ecclesiastes — as the central biblical anchor, Chris traces how a divided heart turns a gift for achievement into a burden no scoreboard can satisfy. The prodigal son’s father provides the counterimage: the kindness that runs before the speech is finished, the yoke that fits rather than chafes. Rooted in the Beatitude “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God,” this teaching calls leaders out of split motives and into the undivided life that actually transforms people.
WEEKLY REFLECTION:
1. Where are you currently running Fear 5's Achievement Addict play (identity equals output, people as variables) convincing yourself more accomplishment means more worth?
2. Where in your life are you split — two motives running in parallel, one named and one hidden?
3. Where in your life this week are you trying to produce kindness you have not received? What would it look like, concretely, to let the Father run the field toward you tomorrow morning before the scoreboard does?
Thank you for listening. You can support 15& by visiting fifteenand.org.
By Chris McAlisterIn this episode of the Heaven Now series, Chris walks through the fruit of the Spirit of kindness and the identity fear that makes it hardest to access: the fear of poor performance. Using Solomon — the builder of the temple, the writer of Proverbs, and the author of Ecclesiastes — as the central biblical anchor, Chris traces how a divided heart turns a gift for achievement into a burden no scoreboard can satisfy. The prodigal son’s father provides the counterimage: the kindness that runs before the speech is finished, the yoke that fits rather than chafes. Rooted in the Beatitude “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God,” this teaching calls leaders out of split motives and into the undivided life that actually transforms people.
WEEKLY REFLECTION:
1. Where are you currently running Fear 5's Achievement Addict play (identity equals output, people as variables) convincing yourself more accomplishment means more worth?
2. Where in your life are you split — two motives running in parallel, one named and one hidden?
3. Where in your life this week are you trying to produce kindness you have not received? What would it look like, concretely, to let the Father run the field toward you tomorrow morning before the scoreboard does?
Thank you for listening. You can support 15& by visiting fifteenand.org.