A reflection on Rilke’s poem “I am praying again, You Awesome One,” which paints a powerful picture of brokenness and the sacred work of becoming whole.

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In this episode, we talk about:

* Read Nicole’s translation of “I am praying again, You Awesome One” here

* The rhythms of gathering and scattering our fragmented selves

* Traumatic elements of Rilke’s upbringing

* Why do we gather our selves if God is only going to scatter them in the end?

* The poetics of the Psalter

Resources and links mentioned:

* A good English translation of The Book of Hours by Anita Barrows: Rilke’s Book of Hours: Love Poems to God (2005)

* Philip Yancey, What’s so Amazing about Grace? (1997)

* Ralph Freedman, Life of a Poet: Rainer Maria Rilke (New York: Northwestern University Press, 1998)

* Psalm 102

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Re-Creation is a podcast about trauma, faith, and mental health from an Orthodox Christian perspective. Hosts Nicole Roccas, a trauma-informed coach and author, and Eleni Opperwall, a registered therapist, explore what it means to be human after trauma through honest and hopeful conversations. Drawing on Orthodox tradition, professional insights, and personal stories, they share reflections to support healing, wholeness, and spiritual growth.

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