Welcome to the last solo episode of my podcast. Starting this weekend, I am filming with other people, and it will be more interview style. I will have 5 to 7 questions prepared and they will come with a couple questions for me. It will be much more discussion focused.

But before we get there… We have one last wrap up to get through. I touch on a lot this episode. I talk about the current state of my romance life. I talk about my family. I talk about the next steps for me career wise.

To be honest, it feels like I say a lot, but I don’t actually say anything at all. And that’s why I’m making the transition that I am. The podcast started to feel empty and performative. It felt like I was giving brief life updates as opposed to touching on the real life discussions I really want to have.

I think one of the hardest things for me to wrap my brain around… Is that life is good. Life is stable. For the first of my life, I’m not dating a psychotic Italian woman. I’m not making massive amounts of money and spending massive amounts of money. I’m not drinking a crazy. Life is just…consistently good.

To most people, you would smile. But for me… Calm weather makes me the most stressed. I feel the most like myself in the middle of a storm, in the middle of chaos. I’m trying to train myself to enjoy the simple times in life.