When I said I wanted a divorce, I expected relief. Instead, the world shut down. I chose myself… and then the pandemic hit. Schools closed. Gyms shut down. The future evaporated. Nothing changed, except everything changed. In this episode, I talk about what it actually feels like to choose yourself without a safety net.

Living together while separating. Grieving a marriage while raising kids. Getting certified as a personal trainer, just as the world closed. Questioning whether I had made the wrong choice. No one talks about this part. Choosing yourself doesn’t feel brave in the moment.  It feels reckless. Selfish. Exposed. Especially when you’re a mom. Especially when everything feels uncertain. This episode is about rebuilding without clarity. About choosing honesty over comfort. About learning to live with a decision that made everything harder, before it made anything better. If you’re in the middle of chaos right now, this one is for you.