In this episode, I’m opening up about the internal tug-of-war I’m feeling as I transition into a consulting role with my new Creative Audits. After years in marketing, photography, and the coaching world, I’ve seen how easily these industries can slide into manipulation and "consumption culture," and I’m grappling with how to promote my own work without losing my soul to those same high-pressure tactics. I dive into why we need to lean on intuition when logic fails us—and why I believe true systemic change only happens when we do the messy internal work of facing our own pain. It’s a raw conversation about finding balance in a dualistic world, choosing to work with the "do-gooders" and joy-makers, and trying to lead through inspiration rather than control.