When I first started OnlyFans, it was very much a sexual sexual awakening—a fun, liberating, and wildly erotic way to explore my pleasure and own my body. As someone raised in a deeply religious environment and carrying years of shame around my sexuality, stepping into this world was like reclaiming a piece of myself I didn’t even know I was missing.

In this heartfelt and raw episode, I take you on a journey through my first—and last—experience with Dysport (a Botox alternative). What started as a vanity-driven decision quickly turned into an emotional deep dive into the connection between my body, energy work, and spirituality.

I share the physical and emotional aftermath, the unexpected lessons, and the impact it had on my meditation practice, emotional release, and connection to my third eye chakra. You'll hear me wrestle with questions like: Did I damage my ability to connect with higher consciousness? Have I disrupted my nervous system regulation? And, most importantly, What does this mean for my healing journey and my work with clients?

By the end, I reflect on how this experience provided a valuable contrast, deepening my understanding of disconnection and embodiment—lessons I now get to share with you all. Vulnerability, self-awareness, and growth are at the heart of this episode, and I hope it serves as a reminder that even our mistakes can be powerful teachers.

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I filmed this update while driving to Phoenix for a transformative 3-day conference with James Wedmore, the creator of Business By Design. I first discovered James earlier this year through Katherine Zenkina’s Manifestation Babe podcast, where his perspectives on money, mindset, and personal growth completely drew me in. Fast forward, and I’m not only in his program but heading to see him—and Katherine—in person at this event.

This is a great episode for any "spiritual newbies". It'll give you a base line understanding of how Reiki actually heals in language you're already familiar with.

I went to my very first sex party last weekend. Part 1 is all about setting the scene. I actually didn't know the party I arrived at was a sex party...

In this episode, I dive deep into a part of my journey that's as unconventional as it is transformative. Raised within the Catholic faith, I internalized a lot of shame around my body and sexuality. But by leaning into a kink that once felt forbidden, I discovered a path to freeing repressed shame and conditioning. Using principles from Carolyn Elliott’s book Existential Kink, I’ll share how embracing my "shadow" desires helped me liberate myself from years of self-judgment. This exploration opened doors to true body autonomy and empowered me to find pleasure in all parts of myself.

Curious to learn more about healing with energy work? Stay tuned for my upcoming video on how Reiki became my tool for radical transformation. Until then, drop your questions or thoughts in the comments—I’d love to hear from you.

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